today my gynae called and told me that I'm low risk for down syndrome which was truly extreme relief for me! Because for 1 week now, hubs and I have been thinking that if our baby is going to suffer from down syndrome, we most probably will abort it.
not because we do not want to care for a down syndrome child, but what is going to happen once we pass away? The liability of caring for that down syndrome child will fall onto the siblings' shoulders. Which we cannot bear to have and subject our 2 sons to this sort of future.
so I'm so thankful to god that my baby is going to be fine and the most surprising super duper good news is that I'm expecting a girl!!!